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Lights Out 4 Baby Grand

by Joshua McCormack

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1.
The Stooge 04:21
the devil knows my name says it extra slow watches every frame front and center row I raise my head up high hang it in the stars the troubles in my life my painted avatar who am I to shove your face in humble pie and not expect the same? me and larry, curly, moe sit eating crow every time I stand up straight I fall back down I wrote you a love song illegible and blurred the melody was wrong just didn't fit the words now we stand before the judging eyes of man spit right back at them spend our love nights on the minor side of town every time I stand up straight I fall back down
2.
Year Zero 04:24
she was counting his lies on her fingers his truths on her toes as the night spilled its love on the concrete blood on his nose count down the tears year zero now he lays in the bathtub til morning comes sparks in his eyes can't sleep when men want a little taste of your blood the smoke's in the sky count down the tears year zero brother and sister loved the train went out one morning walking take them into your heavenly arms but I really don't think you are watching father time with his steel-toe boots mother nature goes the coat hanger route almighty with the fire and rain fire and rain fire and rain I want a god with the power to feel pain count down the tears year zero limbs in the ditch water from the well earth caught a nasty cold home became hell picked up scraps of dead-eyed love and a child born much too soon trains crash togther hammer hits the nail right through the hands of the man on the moon right through the hands of the man on the moon
3.
Ghost 03:08
You were the last one to hurt me You'll always be the last You've disappeared from my lips and my view Please don't say my name in reply You're not obliged to apologize Just vanish from the room I'm walking down a new road Holding a new hand Under the same sky as you So when you think of me Just stop yourself and dream Of someone that you never really knew And give back the thoughts that you stole from my head I'm collecting every line and every word we ever said And give back the heart that you ripped from my chest I'm jumping the line for the worst things and the best Cause summer goes away Soon everything will die I never say your name But I think it all the time When summer goes away And the wild things go to sleep You are never in my dreams But you will always be A ghost in the machine
4.
Upon your doorstep Under your feet Taking my chances Losing everything I believe If you ever wonder What becomes of all those Little kids that dream Of circus rings And venomous stings They're waiting on your doorstep But you're never coming home to see Who are you? Who am I? Who is just dust in the sky? What stories are etched In the lines on your face? Did I miss all your adventures Once upon a time and place Now the nightmare is alive and real I went and got forgotten Now I'm pounding on the floorboard to feel And under that doorstep I'm finding my space Who are you? Who am I? Who is just dust in the sky?
5.
while my castle burns please, do not hassle me yeah, we're safe on the streets but we lost everything all my dogs are dead my memories are melting all that's in my head is my only thing and as nighttime falls beauty breaks my tears skyclad under stars hiding all my years if you want to love don't expect returns if you want to try do it til it burns if you need to laugh do it til you bleed if you want to cry do it til you sleep cause I'm nobody's fool but everybody's clown forever hold my breath but I will never drown if you want to breath you need to open wide if you want to leave first you come inside if you want to fly you need to fall first if you want to lie you need the truth to hurt if you want to burn you need a little spark if you want to learn you need to fear the dark
6.
Cannonball 03:22
7.
you are a tall tale in disguise your tangents are sterilized I'm not shocked at all when the light leaves your eyes I am a monster with no teeth paralyzed in my grief who cares what goes down when the cops pack up and leave they're wrestled the angels messed with fools promised to kill by the rules never compromised now it is absolute rule take care of me in these violent nights there's always someone waiting just out of the light pressed down by forces of the state stay the course, close the gate heaven's upside down I am late again course corrections for foolish men change the trajectory of sin heaven gets a shakedown we're abolitionists again we've wrestled the angels and fucked the fools fix the machine break the tools now we are king-sized the saints are burning alive take care of me in these violent nights there's always someone waiting just out of the light
8.
Powder Keg 04:06
when the night dies a painful death when it's walking down the dark paths of regret there's a killer on every corner waiting with a little spark we are just her latest mark cause you and I are a powder keg when the party's over we wobble on two legs and the slightest look that fuse sparkles in the dark too much to hold back the madness in the parking lot words, like fire, burning through our hearts we're lost in the inferno ashes from the start blanket statements ad hominem attacks our faces are blood-red but the mood is vantablack so strike a match light the powder keg two giant egos ain't too proud to beg and all these desires come together at one time too much evidence to carry away from the crime gaze upon me, I am your house in flames a screaming inferno, crying out your name don't call the fireman, you need to flood the plain I'm hiding in our bedroom I'm lost in smoke and haze every crack spreads let's keep it together every joint breaks let's keep it together every flame dies let's light it together every house falls let's keep it together we can keep it together when the night sinks from memory again do you write the stories as you wish they'd been

about

On a whim in January, I set up Terminal Velocity Studios (yes, I named all my gear) in the noisiest room of the house, intent on recording a handful of songs I had kept in my back pocket.

A few weeks later I realized that I'd accidentally recorded an album.

It's the closest I've ever come to making an "acoustic album," considering there's only one electric guitar.

It's a bit more stripped back, a little less sonic sugar, with only a smattering of lyrical shenaningans.

It's my first purely Tucson album, since none of this was recorded before becoming a desert dweller.

It's happy, sad, personal, contorted in its confession, lessons learned about ghosts of which I can never seem to let go.

I hope you enjoy, and find something for yourself, in "Lights Out 4 Baby Grand"

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released May 7, 2021

All vocals and instruments by Joshua McCormack
"Atmospheric vocals" throughout most tracks by Martin and Ian McCormack
All lyrics by Joshua McCormack
All music by Joshua McCormack except:
The Stooge, Fear the Dark, Cannonball: music by Joshua McCormack, Alex Masliev, and Elizabeth Soflin
Year Zero: music by Joshua McCormack and Dave Vigasin
Recorded and mixed by Joshua McCormack at Terminal Velocity Studios
Mastered by Adam Boose at Cauliflower Audio
Cover photography and makeup by Lauren McCormack
Cover design by Will E Fizz
Lyric pages by Joshua McCormack

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Joshua McCormack Tucson, Arizona

From the odd acoustic pop of Joshua Mccormack Presents Holiday Girl , to the electronic-tinged rock of The Phantom King , to the collection of sonic oddities on The Dunce Cap, he’s been restless for years.

His recent album Lights Out 4 Baby Grand, shows a more personal side, while The World, Just For You is a collection of cover songs he recorded to survive the dystopian ambivalence of 2020.
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